I have often wondered to myself, sorry for the brief glance into my brain, if maybe I could never be a top-notch racer. I hear so often, oh it is the competition. I want to murder the guy in the other lane, all I care about is winning.
You know, I just am not wired that way. I want to have a good race against guys that I like in the other lane. I don't try to burn them down, or hold them up. Of course I try to bury them at the tree, not because I have to win, just because it gives me a beter chance of coming back and racing in the next round.
The only thing I really feel heated about,,,,is I want to go fast. I want to go faster everytime than the time before. If the weather is worse, I want to tune the car to run better numbers, corrected for the air than the last time I drove it. I want to go faster and faster, and I want to do it without tearing the car up. I want to be a good tuner, and get the most out of the car, and not beat up parts. Now that,,,is something I love!
It's all about the speed and thrills,,,to me,,,it isn't about a Killer instinct that has to win.
Maybe that is all wrong,,,,