Postby WildcatOne » Fri Feb 02, 2007 10:23 pm
Thanks, Doc and BP. It's unfamiliar territory, but I'll make the most of it. Today my boss gave me a full set of keys for GRI, from the gates to the doors and the shipping and receiving docks. I'm permanently employed full time with GRI as a graphics and production specialist and a trusted key man. For the first time in 3 1/2 years, I felt relaxed and condifent when I went home. I made it. My last year at the oil company, my 25th year, was nothing short of Hell on miserable earth. The year and a half between the time I took early retirement and began working at GRI, I went through another wave of uncertainty, self-pity and inner (and outer) desperation...I wasn't ready to retire, ya know. I had to. Then I had to figure out what to do next, because I didn't have a plan in placeand I sitll hadn't gotten over the last major life change. As it worked out, the Man Upstairs had a plan, and I went along with it. This happened at precisely the last possible minute for me. It did not come to me without a price, that being a release of the hard-driving life as a musician that I had become involved with. I needed what I have now more than I can say, and I thankfully moved away from the music scene. I went home to my wife, my sons, my responsibilities and my real life as a husband and father. It's good. My hearing is improving slowly, but if I got tested for it, I'd flunk...I'm deaf in my left ear and I can't hear anything out of my right one. Other than that, I've caught up on my rest and I feel great. Will miracles never cease? Somebody up there likes me...but whoever it is made sure I learned a lot of lessons about life that I didn't expect to learn. I'm keeping an open mind so I won't miss any opportunities to learn more when they come along. I'm patient and understanding of things. Right now the family comes first, and that's where my priorities are for the forseeable future. I came very close to losing all of it, and I don't ever want to have that happen again. All I can really say is today I arrived at the other end of the ordeal. My feet stood on solid ground. Thank God. WC1
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